蓝田·日暖

知道了人是会变的。

我原来是不希望变的。

那么，希望变的话，就不会变了吧。

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难道是我变了吗？

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10.20. mayday演唱会jump暴八万人！

等了三个月啦！还是很值得的。 

气氛很high。虽然还是看台票。虽然感觉周围人的积极性不如上次虹口的。

上次是被动疯狂了。这次却是被感动了。

当唱到咸鱼和倔强的时候，不知道为什么，眼泪止不住的往下流。

或许是那个很坚决的决定。或许是觉得因为mayday的音乐才有今天的自己。

这次，楼上的人仍然拼命的扔荧光棒下来。

险些被命中。

只是想说，mayday继续是大爱，而某些东西已经被cancel掉了。

 

大学的生活，感觉自己这样慢热型的人很难那么快融入。

或许是感觉别人会讨厌自己。

或许是缺乏自信。

或许是不习惯于太过主动地搭讪。

自始至终感觉只是个局外人。

即使是对于自己很喜欢对方性格的同学，也会表现的有点冷淡。

偶尔会觉得寂寞。

偶尔却会很享受这样沉浸在自己的小世界里。

 

纠结了两个月，还是决定下载“求婚大作战”再看一遍 

曾戏言说如果有个男的对我像健三对礼那样，我肯定要嫁给他。

不过现实终究是现实。

所以，那样的话，其实一个人也很好。

 

恩。这样很好。还是不太想有太大的变化。

最近很累。

高数的作业做得我头很大。哎，其实我头本来就满大的。

烦躁期。

所以bo暂时闭一下了。

Remember the first day when I saw your face remember the first day when you smiled at me you stepped to me and then you said to me I was the woman you dreamed about remember the first day when you called my house remember the first day when you took me out we had butterflies although we tried to hide and we both had a beautiful night The way we held each others hand the way we talked the way we laughed it felt so good to find true love I knew right then and there you were the one I know that he loves me cause he told me so I know that he loves me cause his feelings show when he stares at me you see he cares for me you see how he is so deep in love I know that he loves me cause its obvious I know that he loves me cause it’s me he trusts and he’s missing me if he’s not kissing me and when he looks at me his brown eyes tell his soul Remember the first day, the first day we kissed remember the first day we had an argument we apologized and then we compromised and we haven’t argued since remember the first day we stopped playing games remember the first day you fell in love with me it felt so good for you to say those words cause I felt the same way too The way we held each others hand the way we talked the way we laughed it felt so good to fall in love and I knew right then and there you were the one I know that he loves me cause he told me so I know that he loves me cause his feelings show when he stares at me you see he cares for me you see how he is so deep in love I know that he loves me cause its obvious I know that he loves me cause it’s me he trusts and he’s missing me if he’s not kissing me and when he looks at me his brown eyes tells his soul i’m so happy so happy that you’re in my life and baby now that you’re a part of me you showed me showed me the true meaning of love and i know he loves me I know that he loves me cause he told me so I know that he loves me cause his feelings show when he stares at me you see he cares for me you see how he is so deep in love I know that he loves me cause its obvious I know that he loves me cause it’s me he trusts and he’s missing me if he’s not kissing me and when he looks at me his brown eyes tells his soul He looks at me and his brown eyes tell his soul

怎么说呢。

我很开心。pのnews在台湾开唱啦！我不开心。没办法去台湾看。也没那么多钱去看。

我很开心。这样的日子很充实。我不开心。我的存钱计划全被打乱了。

我很开心。好像圈圈有很多似的。我不开心。圈圈好像随时会变成叉叉。

我很开心。逃离了7天的硬板床。我不开心。还有两天又要回去睡硬板床了。

我很开心。终于吃到了寿司。我不开心。みな看到我都说我胖了。

我很开心。小四眼回来了。我不开心。小四眼要走了。

我很开心。爷爷的病好了。我不开心。奶奶又生病了。

我很开心。大家都去にほん玩了。看到了好看的照片。我不开心。没钱去にほん。

我很开心。一个星期没看到高数了。我不开心。高数的作业都没有做。

我很开心。因为我很开心。

我不开心。因为我不开心。